Je suis calme et enragé·e
Nour Symon / Collectif Ad Lib, Ensemble SuperMusique (ESM)
The unfolding of the entire work triggers a succession of chapters divided between tension and relaxation, generating instant surprises. — Citizen Jazz, France
A truly iconoclastic affair that embraces noise, poeticism, jazz and chamber nods,
Nour Symon ’s vision is entirely their own, and that’s a big part of the appeal. — Take Effect, USA
The scores are performed by the four vocalists who intone the music in chorus, intimately recite the text and weave counterpoints that explore the sound of today’s music. The vocalists are accompanied by two instrumental soloists from
- Composer(s): Nour Symon
- Writer(s): Roxane Desjardins
- Performer(s): Collectif Ad Lib, Zéa Beaulieu-April, Gabriel Dharmoo, Laura Doyle Péan, Vincent Ranallo, Émilie Mouchous, Benjamin Tremblay-Carpentier, Ensemble SuperMusique (ESM), Guido Del Fabbro, Émilie Girard-Charest, Stéphane Diamantakiou, Craig Pedersen, Cléo Palacio-Quintin, Corinne René
- Cover image: Nour Symon
- SODEC • Conseil des arts et des lettres du Québec • Canada Council for the Arts • Conseil des arts de Montréal
CD (AM 281, 2025)
- This item can be downloaded and/or listened to at ambiances-magnetiques.bandcamp.com.
- 1Collectif Ad Lib (Zéa Beaulieu-April, voice
; Gabriel Dharmoo, voice; Laura Doyle Péan, voice; Vincent Ranallo, voice; Émilie Mouchous, synthesizers; Benjamin Tremblay-Carpentier, harmonicas, electronics); Ensemble SuperMusique (ESM) (Guido Del Fabbro, violin; Émilie Girard-Charest, cello; Stéphane Diamantakiou, double bass; Craig Pedersen, trumpet; Cléo Palacio-Quintin, flute; Corinne René, percussion)- 1
- 2J’espère être absoute, 4:01
- 3Affalée sur le sol, 4:17
- 4
- 5
- 6
- Label: Ambiances Magnétiques
- AM 281
- 2025
- UCC 771028128129
- Total duration: 57:23
- Sympathique case
- 126 mm × 126 mm × 5 mm
- 35 g
Download (AM 281_NUM, 2025)
- This item can be downloaded and/or listened to at ambiances-magnetiques.bandcamp.com.
- 1Collectif Ad Lib (Zéa Beaulieu-April, voice
; Gabriel Dharmoo, voice; Laura Doyle Péan, voice; Vincent Ranallo, voice; Émilie Mouchous, synthesizers; Benjamin Tremblay-Carpentier, harmonicas, electronics); Ensemble SuperMusique (ESM) (Guido Del Fabbro, violin; Émilie Girard-Charest, cello; Stéphane Diamantakiou, double bass; Craig Pedersen, trumpet; Cléo Palacio-Quintin, flute; Corinne René, percussion)- 1
- 2J’espère être absoute, 4:01
- 3Affalée sur le sol, 4:17
- 4
- 5
- 6
- Label: Ambiances Magnétiques
- AM 281_NUM
- 2025
- UCC 771028128181
- Total duration: 57:23
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